Holding on is most likely an OPTION

I'm trying to hold on to something that I might be able to regret. Perhaps, you might think of me as a Drama princess but I would really love to have a relationship with you where in... in doubt there's still joy, where in every silence there's contentment, and in every lost there's always hope. I'm doing my best to hang on but please help me to, I'm almost getting tired... </3


In my current predicament I would like to share to you the lyrics of the song by Christina Perri "ARMS" :

I never thought that you would be the one to hold my heart
But you came around and you knocked me off the ground from the start

You put your arms around me
And I believe that it's easier for you to let me go
You put your arms around me and I'm home

How many times will you let me change my mind and turn around?
I can't decide if I'll let you save my life or if I'll drown
I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me 'cause I'm already falling
I'll never let a love get so close
You put your arms around me and I'm home

The world is coming down on me and I can't find a reason to be loved
I never wanna leave you but I can't make you bleed if I'm alone

You put your arms around me
And I believe that it's easier for you to let me go...

I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me, 'cause I'm already falling
I'll never let a love get so close
You put your arms around me and I'm home

I tried my best to never let you in to see the truth
And I've never opened up
I've never truly loved 'til you put your arms around me
And I believe that it's easier for you to let me go

I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me, 'cause I'm already falling
I'll never let a love get so close
You put your arms around me and I'm home

You put your arms around me and I'm home

You might be wondering what's with the red color font on one stanza... That's my favorite lines... I'm spontaneous and unpredictable and I always got into doubtful situations but I hope this time YOU would make me feel like still "YOU'RE THE ONE FOR ME"... I know I suck but I did my all :'(




And if this doesn't make you realize then your'e a fool and I guess I made a fool out of myself again ...

(If you want to listen and watch the video... Pause first the music player found at the right side of this post )

To end this post... I passed by a photo from my FB newsfeed and guess what it says!...

#photo by kylo cho